- Sunday, September 13, 2009
http://joannaaseow.onsugar.com/
gogogogogo, BYEBYE :)
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Holy mothereffin shit, SHUT THE HELL UP.
I just woke up - and I wake up to my freakin sister spazzing bout how the fuck we're suppose to wash her clothes. If you're actually so fuckin concerned about how to wash your own goddamn clothes - DO IT YOURSELF, GOT IT? I wash my laundry with everyone else's BUT I TAKE CARE OF IT AND I MAKE SURE NO ONE ELSE FUCKIN TOUCHES IT IF MY CLOTHES ARE IN THERE - EVERYONE KNOWS THAT. so why don't you try it instead of ruining everyone's fuckin morning. and don't fuckin tell me i don't care cause YOU DON'T EITHER. if you gave a fuck about anyone you wouldn't be spazzing in the morning. FUCK YOU, FUCK OFF - DON'T TELL ME NOT TO SWEAR CAUSE YOU BROUGHT THIS ON YOURSELF. I haven't actually sworn in quite awhile, cause nothing's pushed me to that limit - but guess what? the one person who hates swearing the most, just pushed me to that limit.
- Friday, September 11, 2009
i don't want to get hurt, nor do i want to hurt you?--
i don't get it, screw my life :(
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why the hell am i awake? been awake since 5 am
annnnnnnnnd - - i was STUDYING, yes, STUDYING.
I woke up at 3, slept til 4.30, woke up - and can't sleep anymore.
in case you haven't realized - my blog's still in singapore time :)
- Thursday, September 10, 2009
people need to learn to stop judging.you might not think so, but hey - you don't know me or what the hell i'm going through, so please actually get to know me before accusing me of being stuck up, snobbish or whatever of that sort. If I gave off that impression, I'm sorry - but honestly, you don't know me or what i have to go through everyday - so leave it alone.
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MY OWN LAPTOP, NO MORE DESKTOP
yay me yay me yay me yay me yay me =]
i just finished my homework like...40 mins ago?
madness - first day of classes & already so much crap?
i'm so stressed, not kidding --- okay blowdrying hair time.
ttyls.
- Wednesday, September 9, 2009
yay =] if my sister's computer is truly done for.
we're getting ANOTHER laptop
& i get t have a laptop of my own :)
my desktop becomes my daddddddy's
MUAHAHHA, I LOVE YOU, PARENTS :)
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woah, are you effin serious?
haha, wow - that's it, that's seriously IT.
i'm done with you - don't bother asking for my
help anymore, don't ask for my advice.
get the hell out of my life.
you ruined my day, way to go.
thanks pat :) - Tuesday, September 8, 2009
look for the girl with the broken smile. (geog says:
hahaha yea
dont stresss :]]
time heals everything
thats why some take ETERNITY
but who cares we sitll heal :]
>> joanna says:
THANKYOU :) officially made me feel a little beter
look for the girl with the broken smile. (geog says:
hahahaha yayy :]
and you know what we'll always be here for you and IWILLL
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I just woke up.
haha, isn't that absolutely perfect?! I woke up @ 7.40 PM. Oh, but I slept at 4 or was it 5 PM? I kind of CRASHED. Considering my lack of sleep - I should've seen it coming. I am feeling very sick though, not fun :( Oh & I wake up feeling HUNGRY but guess what? My parents went to the United States...So, I JUST had to order lasagna in ONLINE :) thank GOD for Pizza Hut's online ordering service! I am not looking forward to school tommorow, NOT AT ALL. I've got serious eyebags & I've got a major headache. Last few days in Singapore were great! I may barely have gotten any sleep & may have gotten into a shit load of trouble - but it was worth it! :) I love you all & miss you all tons! Oh, but reminder to self? I ABSOLUTELY SUCK AT POOL :( HAHA. Not really in the mood to respond to people on FB anymore. Unless your name's Nicollette, Joshua G., UNCLE MARCUS :), or PATTTT! - don't expect a response to your long FB msgs. I'm in no mood, sorry. OH, and text msgs? SERSIOULY DON'T EXPECT RESPONSES unless...your name's Darius or Megan :)
I want food, but it's not arriving til 8.12 PM.
ugh.
xoxos.
- Monday, September 7, 2009
i'm being selfish, aren't i?wanting everything my way,everything to myself.typical.
imy? -
imissyou:(
love the country. -
(ITS MY BROTHER, the one with the flag, on the right)
(EW MY FACE.)
(MISS YOU GUYS!)
(haha, josmin took this - i was like OH! i wanna edit it!)
(some thing on orchard, looked pretty!)
(miss all of you?!)
(MY 2nd cake! oh, where are pics of the first one?)
(HAHAHA, im sry I was bored - bad shot much?)
(my hair magically grew longer in the 3 pics above :O
just kidding, was fooling around with extensions!)
more pics, but i'm lazy to upload - soon soon soon!
ALL ON FB. Actually, not all - I've got more than 1000!
Now I know what I gotta do,
I can't ever change you
Letting it go tonight
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Dad said, "Don't overstress yourself.."
--TO DAD: That's what I do.
i'm falling. -
i miss my long hair, i miss singapore, i miss everything.
i regret half the crap i've done. it's not that easy to just
keep moving forward is it? As much as i try not to look back,
i always end up looking back ... look back on
what could've & should've & would've been.
imisseveryone:(
- Sunday, September 6, 2009
I'm casting my cares aside, I'm leaving my past behind
I'm setting my heart and mind on You, Jesus
I'm reaching my hand to Yours;
Believing there`s so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good is good
i just want to go home. -
My Dad said, "FINALLY! We're home".
I said, "Dad, this isn't my home".
I respect their decisions for moving me here, I respect & love my parents dearly - as much as I do fight with them. I understand that they do love this country (or, at least my Dad does) but, everyone knows - Canada isn't where I'll stay after my education, Canada is not where my heart is.
I MISS SINGAPORE,
I MISS ALL OF YOU.
--this blog is still following Singapore time,
I'll change it back to Canada time if i feel like it--
- Friday, September 4, 2009
Okay, I need to type this out before I go shopping in like..42 mins, so hah, I have time.
I just realized that I have lost my appetite, well, no - my body's just having a hard time digesting food. Why? I have absolutely no clue. I feel sick & faint. It could be the lack of sleep, but I just don't think that's it. I'm getting pains, right where my heart is - and oh gosh, it's not a heartache. It's just a piercing pain; the pain I get when I'm too stressed out over a situation, the pain I get when I worry too much. It's the pain that I feel when I get dehydrated, or when I've starved myself over a period of days, etc. It's weird because I've done none of that, I just drank quite alot of water, and yes, I did skip my meals yesterday - but that's cause I was actually busy, not because I wanted to. It was ONE DAY too, I mean - the other days? I'm stuffing food down my throat like nobody's business, seriously. I don't know what's wrong with me, I am not lying when I say I feel sick as hell - but I need to be fine to go out later. Putting up an act of being fine is not that hard, there's just something wrong and I can sense it. Maybe I'll just faint in the middle of nowhere, who knows?
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songs i really need to get the moment i get back to Canada:
Broken - Lifehouse
Funny Face - Backstreet boys
Poison - Beyonce
My ethnicity - Karl Wolf
Wrong man for the job - Jojo
Forever in My Life - Jojo
Love - Karl Wolf
Hurting - Karl Wolf ft. Sway
Sabotage - Kristina DeBarge
Headboard - Mario ft. Plies & Hurricane Chris
Amnesia - Andrea Martin
Girls - Pitbull
Never know about Love - Kesha
Heartless - The Fray
One Love - Flipsyde (ADORE THIS SONG!)
Changed Man - Chris Brown
Hallow - Chris Brown
Key to your Heart - All-4-one
Any day - Atozzio
there's more - ugh can't type anymore, i'll figure it out later. tired as fuck, was up til like 3 or 4 last night? got up at 7 today. haven't eaten since pepper lunch with josmin & samantha ytd!
- Wednesday, September 2, 2009
whyd i do it whyd i do it. dumbfuckkkk.
poison -
i just got home - my bones are aching. I am incredibly sore; I do not know how I'm going to be able to go back to Canada, then School. I'm exhausted, not even kidding. I just got home from getting my eyebrows done, buying my charles & keith bag, a new forever 21 top, and these facial things for my bro & I to use to get rid of our eyebags. I went from vivo, to somerset - somerset, walked to ion's sephora then orchard station & rushed home. I got hungry, grabbed a chicken hotdog bun & headed straight home. I need to go to my grandma's now - holy crap.
i'll blog properly some other time. byeees.
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IM BACK IN SINGAPORE!
I TEXTED EVERYONE THAT TEXTED ME, BUT NONE
OF YOU REPLIED what the shit what the shit.
dont care if its at 1 am. fuckkk youu :(
(ITS MY BROTHER, the one with the flag, on the right)
(EW MY FACE.)
(MISS YOU GUYS!) 
(haha, josmin took this - i was like OH! i wanna edit it!)
(some thing on orchard, looked pretty!)
(miss all of you?!)
(MY 2nd cake! oh, where are pics of the first one?)
