warning; - Saturday, June 20, 2009

it's been too many thoughts going through this head of mine. it's been too many things on my mind. i can't actually figure out anything anymore. it's the fact that i go out to run away from these thoughs, but when it's finally time to myself - they come rushing in. it freaks me out, it scares me terribly. i resort to temper, to shouts, to fights - i don't mean to. it's just back to where i started - what do i do? - i'm sorry.