please, help - Tuesday, May 5, 2009

i'm sorry, but why is it that i don't seem to be able to study?
all i did was study stupid mandarin, i didn't even study science.
am i stupid? yes, yes i am. i need to study, but i can't focus.
i feel tired, i feel crazy, i'm hungry, i just want to go
i want it all gone, please go.
frustration, fear, anger, GO GO GO.
I NEED TO STUDY, I NEED TO DO WELL ON THE TEST.
NONONONONO, 90% CAN NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH
i must always do better, i can never do horribly.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I NEED TO BE SMARTER, STRONGER, BETTER.

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