WHAT I DIDN'T SAY - SAVING JANE - Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Secrets told in the pictures on your skin
Hours fade into days that never end
I see myself reflected in your eyes
And I hate the way I'm wearing all these lies
So I let you go & I watch you leave
& I hold my breath, so you don't hear me scream
When you walk away, but the words are only in my head
It's not what I said, It's what I didn't say
Is she everything you wanted her to be?
Yeah, I bet she never breaks your heart like me
So it's one more night I cover up with you
And I hate myself for what I didn't do
Should've known better, now
All I have left is a permanent stain
The only part of you I get to keep forever
To prove I lived this pain
Maybe I was never as smart as I thought
Maybe we can never be as good as we want
Maybe you just didn't need me enough
Maybe we're too clever to be falling in love like this
Secrets told in the silence of my sin
& I'm the one who loses in the end
no, im not in love with you
get the hell over yourself ;)
schedule (can't believe it's only tuesday)
TUESDAY, MARCH 31; STUDY FOR SCIENCE TEST
WEDNESDAY, APRIL 1; DOCTOR & THERAPIST
THURSDAY, APRIL 2; PLANS WITH VANESSA STONE
FRIDAY, APRIL 3; WORK, WORK, WORK
SATURDAY, APRIL 4; SHOPPING DOWNTOWN WITH RACHEL..ithink?
[these plans better not fall through, especially shopping]
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